Today is my boyfriend's birthday, I've mailed him his present but it'll arrive late (which doesnt surprise me since i didnt get the OK to mail it to him until friday, anyhow, life is going well, absolutely fantastic actually.

About a month ago I ran away from home since my mother caught me talking to my boyfriend, yes, it's strange to say boyfriend after past events leading me to swear off any sort of relationship. Anyhow, i get to meet him for the first time away from the computer a week from friday (if i earn it.. and i WILL!) i'm so nervous and excited, i dont know what to wear, how to act, what to do, i know i'm going to want to hug and kiss him but yet, i wont
know how to go about it since i'm painfully shy in real life.. I'm babbling.

I'm failing school but now i'm finally able to concentrate since my mother and father already know about my boyfriend and accept him, also, my father is awfully worried for me and my mental stability since it's a well known fact my boyfriend's in the military.. That he may be deployed again in may, but hell, it's okay i guess, yeah there may be a war going on but i dont think he'll be in battle, ANYHOW before i start crying! ..again, my mother will be accompanying me when i go to meet my boyfriend, which, his parents will be there as well, meaning, he's not a god damn pedophile like they seem to think.-- well thought. My parents have both come a long long way since about a month ago, my mother has opened herself up to the fact that my boyfriend wont kill me, nor will he attempt it. He lives on a freaking military base!

Anyhow, for once i'm not sick! I've gotten a job teaching children's gymnastics and have lost either 5 or 10 pounds since starting it! I havent gotten paid yet but the longer he holds off on paying me the larger the paycheck is going to be! meaning! kai will get at least $200!! meaning, $400 to play around with for christmas shopping! if i'm lucky!

Recent events have led me to despise a little someone named Aero Usaka aka Sammie, I originally met this two faced bitch on Menewsha who i donated a very expensive item to, she lied to me, betrayed me and ditched me. Please, whoever reads this, just be wary of this user.

Blah blah blah, i'm going to just say, Aurevoir
With Love,
~Kai

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